Today I wake very dizzy and light-headed, but not a lot of pain. Possibly not enough food in the past few days, I would rather take a nap than eat. I pray my body is in another phase of healing.
I usually don't remember dreams, but I awoke this morning thinking, "what was that all about?" The details are a little fuzzy but it always analyze the message within the dream. What am I so angry about? All this inner work I have been doing, and I get an angry message from my ex-husband and I quickly come undone? I know I must be patient with the process. It is a very difficult journey to change your thoughts, feelings and perceptions. Forgiveness is probably THE most difficult process. Forgiveness of those who hurt you badly, and forgiveness within yourself. I have withstood a lot in my life, but forgiveness.... But then I have to stop myself. What is he reflecting back to me that I have not noticed in myself? My message goes back to that dream, anger. Is that why I am dizzy, disoriented and light-headed about this morning? I have to get this cleared up, ASAP. No, "I will get to it later", this will be my work (too) for the day.
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